First Day at Grainger

I started my first day at my new job today. It was very boring and tiresome. Just lots of training and paperwork. Hopefully tomorrow turns out better. My boss is very nice, the people I work with are kinda quiet so hopefully I can learn to be accepted in their world. I don't work with anyone my age, so that might be a little awkward but it might help me mature a little bit. I'm praying tonight that I can get some better sleep so I can be refreshed and ready for my second day.

Long and Full Day

Well I got Bruce's birthday done with. It was nice. He's 22 years old now! Crazy! We are in Albuquerque for the weekend and in Santa Fe on Sunday, he has a game vs. the Sting. So let's go Roughnecks. We drove to Alb. today and haven't stopped since we got into town. First it was the mall, and wow that was a blast. Rhyley had so much fun she didn't know where to run. the Disney store was a blast, they of course got spoiled by Papa Bruce and Mimi Brandy. Presley just loves being catered to so of course she too had a blast. Then it was off it "Itz", which is a restaurant for little kids. It has a game from with all kinds of arcade types of games, and four different themed eating areas. We were there for about 3 hours. It was fantastic but defiantly tiresome. So we are finally in the hotel and about to go to bed. Tomorrow we are off to the ZOO! I'm so excited! Good Night for now. 

Feeling motivated

Lately I'll have to admit I have put on a couple pounds and can totally feel it. I feel disgusting. So I've been motivated this week and have worked out everyday this week, but its only Wednesday so lets see if I can stay motivated. I don't want to feel fat anymore. I have about 5-8 pounds to lose, so hopefully I can pull it off while getting fit and toned at the same time. I really need to cut back on eating like a pig and staying healthy. So wish me luck......I'm staying motivated

She's out of her mind

So my sister and I decided it would be a good idea to try to talk some sence into out so called mother. We wanted to express our feelings to her and let her know was we we hurting and what she is doing is wrong. Well that didn't go as we planned. She didn't care to hear what we had to say. She would shake her head in disgust we we said something she didn't want to hear. Then ended up just walking out of the resturant and doing what she does best....walking away! So I have to say I no longer have a mother....and to be completely honest I'm okay with it. I have other fantastic mother figures in my life and they have been more lvoing and caring then she has been. So thank God for mother in laws. Brandy and Bernadette are my life savers and I don't know what I would do if I didn't have them there to support me. So thanks you guys, it means a lot to me. My sister on the other hand has been taking it a lot hard then I am , but with her mother in laws support and her loving husband I know she will be strong and pull through. So Celeste the lady and calls herself my mother is out of her mind, but thats her problem now and I'm not going to worry about it. I have better things to worry about like getting Bruce's birthday dinner figured out. Wish me luck!

Frustration...

Okay this is the first time I've ever done this whole blogging thing so I'll do my best. There as been so much going on lately I don't even know where to start. My mom and dad are getting a divorce and it's one of the hardest things I've ever seen happen to anyone. My Dad is an amazing person. He's loving, caring, understanding(most of the time), a ton of fun, a very hard worker, and just an all around guy! My mom on the other hand well I better be mature and just say she's not any of those things. She's a very controling and vengeful person. Pretty much only cares about herself. They are going through a nasty divorce and it's taking its toll on me and the rest on my family. My mom has moved on and has a human walrus as a boyfriend, which isn't my problem because I dont talk to her. But, my dad has this new friend that has been around for about 4 months and has moved in way to quickly. She's overbearing and kinda forceful in a weird kinda way. It's so frustrating! She's only 30 and is trying to be my mom it feels like. Yes that means that she's 7 years older than my sister! CRAZY I know! Anyway....Its a difficult situation I never thought I would have to deal with. I'm having a hard time dealing with it but I'm doing my best.