Feeling odd!

Sometimes I'll be in a great mood and feeling normal and within minutes my attitude will change and I feel angry and uncomfortable. I'm not sure if maybe it's just being stressed out, and being distracted for a moment of time to ingore it causing me to be in a good mood, or maybe it's because I'm bipolar. It's kinda frustrating because I don't like feeling that way. It really bothers me. I had and an appointment to get on medication for depression, but missed it because I had to work. Maybe I need to set some special time away from myself. I feel like I'm away from my kids to much already, and don't want to take more time away from them. Hopefully as soon as football is over I can devote ten times more time to my babies. Life has been so hectic and crazy, sometimes I feel like I forget to breathe. I hate it. I just want stability and peace in my life. I know that life isn't perfect and I'm not asking for perfection, just something a little bit calmer and relaxed. I'm tired of worring about money and financial burdens. So I'm going to work my ass off to give my daughters the lives they deserve. Wish me luck and please pray for my goals. I could use the help from high places.