Wake up Call

The past couple of days have been insane. Things between my dad and Bruce got horrible, and I don't want to get into that right now. Then one of Bruce's teammates and friends past away. He was only 26! SCARY! I really makes me want to change my wasy of life and how I am living. Today could be my last day and I need to go with a bang. I'm not going to hold grudges anymore. What's the point. How would I feel if the last time I ever got to talk to someone was over a fight. I see life a whole different way now. I just want what's best for my kids and my family. Life isn't always what it's cracked up to be, but oh well. At least your alive right?! I will live for today and not for what tomorrow should or could be. We are here now and we need to realize that. LIfe is to precious to take for granted. I hoope that I can learn from myself and my mistakes to not take things for granted. It's a scary world out there, but that's just part of living. And from now on I'm going to live and I will find happiness in sorrow, and the good in something bad. It's time to be positive instead of negative. I pray for Bruce's friend Ryon! He was a wonderful person with a gret personality and a huge heart. He no longer has to deal with life's struggles, he is in a better place. I don't want to die, knowing that I wasn't everything I knew I could be so it's time to change and I encourage all to do the same. Rest In Peace Ryon and watch over me and my family.