In Denver and Training

So I finally arrived in Denver. I'll have to be honest...I'm not really enjoying myself, but I"m doing my best to be positive. Hopefully this week flies by. Training is nice, it's not as difficult as I thought it would be. But it's only the first day, so we will see what happens. I had a ton of drama when I arrived, and I don't even want to get in to it. But Thank GOd for mother-in-laws, Brandy was my savior and got me where I needed to be. And she was still in Farmington. I'll keep you all updated, but wish me luck and pray that this week goes by fast. I miss my babies and Bruce and can't wait to get home. I might sound like a wuss but I've never really been away from my kids or Bruce for very long so a week is a long time to me. Alright time to get back to training.

Update

Wow! I haven't been on here and posted anything for a while so I guess I will update what's been happeneing. My job s going great. Still kinda slow moving but it's okay. I have to go to Denver all by myslef in two weeks for training. Ya....I"m scared. I've never gone any where alone before. So it will for sure be a challenge. The girls are gonna be left with Daddy and Papa so I wish them luck. LOL It's gonna be great. Maybe now they might (ecspecially Bruce) appreciate everything I do around here. Bruce is hoping for a new job to come along. So pray that he gets the job offer he applied for. We could really use it. Times are tuff and money is short so this job coul be our big break. My Dad is doing good. Still dealing with stupid stuff(like my mom). I wish she would just back off and get over all this stupid shit, so he could have his own life. I still haven't talked to her and don't plan to. I've found my life more fulfilling with her not around. I don't know what it was but I always felt uncomfortable around her. Kinda hard to explain. Cy and Mike are doing great. They are going on a little vacation to San Diego, lucky! So that should be fun for them. My nieces are growing and getting bigger then ever. My beautiful daughters are growing and learning and just too cute to boot. Bernadette's wedding is right around the corner. I'm so excited, other then the fact that Brian is back , but oh well. I'm glad she's finally gettting married. She's dreamed about her wedding for a long time. Brandy and Bruce are supportative as ever. Bruce Sr. made the paper for football. Congrats! He's doing fantastic out there. Looks like this weekend we are in Grants, NM! YUCK! It's another football weekend. So I'm hoping for the best...let's go Roughnecks. Well that about sums it up for now. I have to get the girls and my self ready. I'll keep ya updated

Morning Rush!

I woke up this morning to a dirty kitchen and nasty floors that needed to be swept and mopped. I had left the kitchen like that expecting Suzy to help me pick it up well , that was a stupid idea. Anyway I got the ktichen cleaned and the floors mopped I even vaccuumed. So now it's on to getting to girl's cleaned up and myself too before I have to go to work at 12:00. I'm pretty sure I can get everything done. Without being late to work. You never know though with a 2 year old and a 1 year old.

Started Out Rough and Ended Smoothly

I woke up this morning in a foul mood. I've been very frustrated and overwhelmed with all of my personal stuff. I finally broke down on everyone around me. I got everything off my chest and I felt ten times better. I got to work and was in good form. I'm still training but that's okay it just gives me more opportunity to learn more and advance myself. So I'm being positiveand staying focused. I picked my kids up from Bernadette(Bruce's Mom) and we got home. I made them dinner and it's been smooth sailing since then. I'm hoping for a good nights sleep and great day tomorrow.